So I just wanted to talk update a little.
There’s a computer and books and a green smoothie. There’s a letter written on softball to me from Georgie, an ukulele, a copy of Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep?, a family photo, a rosary, and school supplies. So nothing has really changed.
Inside of me.
An omelet, cuppa coffee, half a green smoothie, organs and shit. So nothing has really changed there, either.
Further inside of me.
Perspective. Well that’s changed a little. I used to go about life looking at everyone and everything and feeling judged without even meeting them. Everyone laughing is laughing at me. Everyone upset is upset, because I’m upsetting them. I envied those who are happy and upset at those who aren’t. I made no sense. But now, things are better, and I’m back to winging it. I like winging it; it keeps things interesting. I recently started going to the gym, and that kinda changed a lot for me, because I’m less tired, I feel better about myself, and it forces me to eat better, because everything I worked for will have been for nothing if I didn’t. I’m on the bikes most of the time, then I do some arms, legs, and things that I don’t need the gym for like abdominal exercises, squats, and lunges are done at the house. I have two off days: Saturday and Sunday. I mean, I need my off days, and cheat days! But yeah, been doing well so far. Hopefully things will stay this way,
but I already know it will stop being so greatbecause my perspective has changed.
If you feel good about life, life is good.